tathra
07-07-2006, 04:33
i've had this drug for a few years now, but never got around to trying it. so i figured "what the hell." sorry its not written very well, but i never was good at writing trip reports. :)
oh, and dont preach to me about irresponsibility for not perfectly measuring doses, i dont want to hear it ;)
11:20pm - i disolved part my vial of 4acomipt goo with 1ml of vodka, then pulled the solution into a syringe (there was still lots of the drug left in the vial) and added 6ml of distilled water. i squirt 1.6ml into a small cup of water, which i was hoping would be closer to 20mg, but apparantly i completely miscalculated the solubility in 1mL of 50% alcohol...
11:30pm - ingestion of what i assume to be ~32mg of 4acomipt. almost instanty, the world takes on a "tryptamine-esque" look.
11:35pm i walk a couple blocks to my friends house, arriving, at around 11:45pm
11:50pm - 12:00am the drug builds and i get slammed HARD with intensity
12:10am - the past 10 minutes feel like an eternity, intensity still building. i spent the next few minutes pacing back and forth between rooms; it feels like my body is moving on its own, like there's an entity besides myself trying to take control of my body. i feel waves run through me from the ground up, causing akathisia (uncontrolled movements) as they move through me.
12:20am - i ask my friend if he has any xanax, which the thankfully does, to help me cope, as the intensity is really rough, and time is CRAWLING by. i take 1mg sublingually and try to figure out a way to make time pass faster.
12:25am - i start to think about what's wrong with my head. for the past few years, i've felt kinda "off center" and had occasional akathisia in my tongue. this first started about 3 years ago and has never improved, and may in fact be some sort of neurological degeneration... anyway, whatever the problem is, it is greatly enhanced by this drug. my internal senses dont perfectly line up with my body, amoung other things...
12:35 - i feel a spherical "void" in reality (tho i know its all in my conciousness), forcing my entire body down onto my friend's bed; this is something i've felt sober, but never this large or strong.
12:45 - the intensity is still too much, so i insufflate 20mg oxycodone, then go lay down and see if i can enter a meditative state, but no luck, the drug wont let me.
1:00 - my friend needs to go to bed, so i go into the front room and watch Nacho Libre, although i'm way too toasted to follow it in its entirety.
1:30 - i start to see multiple human figures in my perhipheral vision, and occasionally they'll reach out for me, the ones on my left reach for me with their hands, and one on my right tries to touch me with her foot.
basically its the same thing for a while, except i should note that i ate some crackers and drank some water. i dont remember the exact time for this happening, but the visuals progress. i appreciate the beauty of the pattern, kinda similar to 2cb's persian rug, but more intense. i think to myself that this must be related to the unique structure of the drug, its specific structure creates this specific pattern. then, suddenly i start to see eyes in each of the little diamonds of the pattern. first, just a few, then more, and more. i feel extremely creeped out while all these eyes everywhere stare condescendingly at me.
4am - the eyes are still staring at me, and the "elves" are still reaching out to me, then suddenly i notice water pouring through the pattern, and suddenly the visuals EXPLODE into 3d as the water pours through, fills mulitple growing spheres. this is the first time i've ever had fully 3d visuals, and the "elves" are fully 3d too, so its really creepy to see them reach out to grab me
4:30 - i go into my friend's bedroom and hop on the computer to talk to a friend, to help pass the time. i tell him how i cant really think coherently and cant hold a real conversation. i also snatch another xanax from my friend and swallow it. after a few minutes, it kicks in, and i comment about how the "elves" start to get sluggish (we laugh).
4:50 - i decide to walk home before it gets too late and people start to be outside. the walk home is GORGEOUS, i see "pulses" move through the air, and beautiful waves of color wash over the street. after i get home, i go back out and walk down the street for a soda, and i admire the beauty.
once i get home, i take my last shot of jager in rootbeer and hop online to continue talking with my friend. around 6am, i take half a promethazine and pass out.
this was a really neat drug. if it werent for the intensity (from such a high dose) i'm sure it would've been more fun. next time i try it, it'll probably be half the dose, and i'd like to spend most of the trip outside (its absolutely beautiful) :)
oh, and dont preach to me about irresponsibility for not perfectly measuring doses, i dont want to hear it ;)
11:20pm - i disolved part my vial of 4acomipt goo with 1ml of vodka, then pulled the solution into a syringe (there was still lots of the drug left in the vial) and added 6ml of distilled water. i squirt 1.6ml into a small cup of water, which i was hoping would be closer to 20mg, but apparantly i completely miscalculated the solubility in 1mL of 50% alcohol...
11:30pm - ingestion of what i assume to be ~32mg of 4acomipt. almost instanty, the world takes on a "tryptamine-esque" look.
11:35pm i walk a couple blocks to my friends house, arriving, at around 11:45pm
11:50pm - 12:00am the drug builds and i get slammed HARD with intensity
12:10am - the past 10 minutes feel like an eternity, intensity still building. i spent the next few minutes pacing back and forth between rooms; it feels like my body is moving on its own, like there's an entity besides myself trying to take control of my body. i feel waves run through me from the ground up, causing akathisia (uncontrolled movements) as they move through me.
12:20am - i ask my friend if he has any xanax, which the thankfully does, to help me cope, as the intensity is really rough, and time is CRAWLING by. i take 1mg sublingually and try to figure out a way to make time pass faster.
12:25am - i start to think about what's wrong with my head. for the past few years, i've felt kinda "off center" and had occasional akathisia in my tongue. this first started about 3 years ago and has never improved, and may in fact be some sort of neurological degeneration... anyway, whatever the problem is, it is greatly enhanced by this drug. my internal senses dont perfectly line up with my body, amoung other things...
12:35 - i feel a spherical "void" in reality (tho i know its all in my conciousness), forcing my entire body down onto my friend's bed; this is something i've felt sober, but never this large or strong.
12:45 - the intensity is still too much, so i insufflate 20mg oxycodone, then go lay down and see if i can enter a meditative state, but no luck, the drug wont let me.
1:00 - my friend needs to go to bed, so i go into the front room and watch Nacho Libre, although i'm way too toasted to follow it in its entirety.
1:30 - i start to see multiple human figures in my perhipheral vision, and occasionally they'll reach out for me, the ones on my left reach for me with their hands, and one on my right tries to touch me with her foot.
basically its the same thing for a while, except i should note that i ate some crackers and drank some water. i dont remember the exact time for this happening, but the visuals progress. i appreciate the beauty of the pattern, kinda similar to 2cb's persian rug, but more intense. i think to myself that this must be related to the unique structure of the drug, its specific structure creates this specific pattern. then, suddenly i start to see eyes in each of the little diamonds of the pattern. first, just a few, then more, and more. i feel extremely creeped out while all these eyes everywhere stare condescendingly at me.
4am - the eyes are still staring at me, and the "elves" are still reaching out to me, then suddenly i notice water pouring through the pattern, and suddenly the visuals EXPLODE into 3d as the water pours through, fills mulitple growing spheres. this is the first time i've ever had fully 3d visuals, and the "elves" are fully 3d too, so its really creepy to see them reach out to grab me
4:30 - i go into my friend's bedroom and hop on the computer to talk to a friend, to help pass the time. i tell him how i cant really think coherently and cant hold a real conversation. i also snatch another xanax from my friend and swallow it. after a few minutes, it kicks in, and i comment about how the "elves" start to get sluggish (we laugh).
4:50 - i decide to walk home before it gets too late and people start to be outside. the walk home is GORGEOUS, i see "pulses" move through the air, and beautiful waves of color wash over the street. after i get home, i go back out and walk down the street for a soda, and i admire the beauty.
once i get home, i take my last shot of jager in rootbeer and hop online to continue talking with my friend. around 6am, i take half a promethazine and pass out.
this was a really neat drug. if it werent for the intensity (from such a high dose) i'm sure it would've been more fun. next time i try it, it'll probably be half the dose, and i'd like to spend most of the trip outside (its absolutely beautiful) :)